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ha this was easier than messages

i switched sites. message me for the new one

love you guys =]

If i could cry, my eyes would tell all the secrets I so deeply hide

1.) "I dont love you anymore"
is all i remember you telling me
never have i felt so cold.

2.)

LOVE ; We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it && Loose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define && IMPOSSIBLE to live without.

3.) I wanted it to be you.
I wanted it to be you so badly.

4.)

the opposite sex is the most dangerous

and addictive drug out there.

but the high is unlike anything else

5.)

all I wanted to do was collapse

into somebody's arms and cry today,

but nobody was there to catch me.

6.)

hugging is healthy.

it helps the immune system, cures depression,

reduces stress and induces sleep.

it's invigorating, rejuvenating, and has no

unpleasant side effects. it's nothing less than

a miracle drug. hugging is all natural,

it's organic. naturally sweetened, has no

artificial ingredients, environmentally friendly,

and is 100% wholesome. hugging is the ideal gift

great for any occasion, fun to give and receive,

shows you care, comes with its own wrapping

paper and of course, fully returnable.

7.)

1. My name is madison
2. I like someone who seems to not give a damn. </3
3. Simple things make me happy.  
4. I need a job.
5. My friends mean more to me than my family ever will.
6. I LOVE doritos
7. My mobile is usually under my pillow at night. 
8. I still watch cartoons.
9. Quotes could explain my life.
10. I like showers more than baths.
11. aim is seriously an addiction for me.
12. I hate being underestimated.
13. I try my best to not judge people.
14. I am a nice person. Honest..  
15. I dont like being made second best.
16. I take risks.
17. I'm pretty good at school
18. Dreams are better than reality for me right now.
19. It takes me foreverrrrrr to get to sleep at night. Always has, always will.
20. I over analyse situations with people who I care a lot about.
21. Facts interest me
22. I love tennis
23. I like my "me" time..
24. Doing these defeats my boredom.
25. I like sad, depressing music more these days than ever before.
26. If i could, I would easily move to california
27. When I was little, I always thought I was the fastest runner.
28. i hate how tall i am, i feel awkward when i'm taller than the guys i like =/
29. I hardly ever cry. It shows Im weak.
30. I love jumping trampolines. I just hate getting injured on the thing.
31. I am really annoying lately.
32. I can be weird and childish at times.
33. I would rather be on here than do my homework.. or sleep
34. Long kisses are better than cuddles.
35. I hate undecicive people.
36. Im definately not a morning person.
37. Im a night person to be truthful
38. I cant sing.
38. Chips and frosting is love..
39. *he* affects my mood more than anything else.. i hate it..
40. Nobody asks for my advice anymore. I miss it.
41. Im not a jealous person.
42. I LOVE taking photographs.
43. I like wearing cute boots
44. I use to be a huge 8 simple rules fan
45. greek is still great to watch.
46. I only really ever come on the computer because of that one person.
47. I did actually believe every word he said to me that night. I dont know whats changed.
48. I meant every word I said to him.
49. I dont watch much t.v
50. Im not excited for this christmas.
51. Ive been easily annoyed recently, idk why.
52. Im scared of dying.
53. I get easily stressed these days.
54. I like people's opinions.
55. Starbursts seem to make me hyper.
56. I hate change.
57. Bossy people annoy me.
58. I'm 14-years-old.. 15 in two months
59. I wanna travel the world.
60. Musics really does help me when I'm upset or something..
61. I dont look at other guys the same since I've met this one guy..
62. I've loads of regrets from the past 2 years.
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8.) Behind that smile are stories you may never understand.

9.) The girl you might be looking at isn't the real me,
look deeper inside and maybe you'll see.

10.) what's worse than having an enemy?
a friend that doens't care..

11.)

Shes the type of girl that wishes on stars, even though she knows nothing will happen
She still wants some h o p e that her life will be better
She wishes to be a prettier, [stronger], wiser person, but of all,
with tears running down her face
she wishes for him

12.) i really dont know what it is about you. maybe its the way
nothing else matters when were talking, or how you make
me smile more than anyone else . it could be the way that
you say the excat right thing at the excat right time. but
whatever it is, i just want you to know that
it means everything to me.

13.) its sad you know
i would do anything to make you realize
that this is where you belong
with me, forever.

14.)

I found everything that I could ever want
wrapped up in something I could never have

15.)

So I sat there, crying my eyes out
I was screaming at the top of my lungs, telling the whole world how much [I hate you]
But when you walked through the door
everything just seemed to stop
and I sorta forgot my own name

16.)

I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just a s s h o l e s
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up TRUST,
and it only takes suspicion, ({not proof}) to destroy it
I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to others
they are more screwed up than you think
I’ve learned that the people you care about in life are taken from you too soon
and all the less important ones just never go away

17.) I just got off the phone with you, sure
I cried
But I did what I had to do
I had to say goodbye

18.)

So she moves.on, grabs her bags, packs up and leaves
"Nothing but a broken heart," she says
She packs up all her belongings;
her pictures, jewels & clothes
Finally, she turns to him, "Goodbye"
She leaves without looking back
[(Nothing is left but a memory)]

19.)

A best friend isn't someone who's just always there for you
it's someone who understands you
a bit more than you understand yourself

20.) you make me crazy,
your not even in my life anymore and i still can't stop thining about you.
my best friend told me i was crazy,
and didn't really love you.
but how come 3 months later,
your still all i ever think about.

i just dont want to spend

my whole life looking for the

right someone if its someone

that i might have already found

and not even know it

2.) Who shuts the door when the bus driver gets off?

3.) You have to take the good with the bad.
Smile with the sad. love what you got
And remember what you once had
Always forgive, but never forget
Learn from mistakes, but never regret
People change, things go wrong
Just remember; life goes on.

4.) friends are the ones you have never argued with,
best friends are the ones you argue with all the time,
but always seem to overcome your differences.

5.) I'll break tonight
in fifty little pieces
and I'll keep them in my pocket
till the day
when I'm confident
my warmth can numb your pain
if this color still remains
just promise me
you'll never feel this lost
again
I'll promise you
I'll always be this true.
for you
I'm here for you.
-Alex Kaneko

6.) most of our life is a series of images.
they pass us by like towns on the highway.
but sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens,
and we know that this instant is more than a
fleeting image. we know that this moment,
every part of it, will live on forever.
-One Tree Hill

7.) Life's too short to let the little things get to you
So feel free to laugh at whatever you want to.
Fall in love with that one boy that makes you laugh
& smile like no other. Never let your best friends slip away
& most importantly never let anyone change the real you.

8.) well you're shattered
from the inside out
but you flaunt your broken duct taped heart
-Alex Kaneko

9.) shut the hell up.
you are worth it. you're worth every
guy in that god damn school. but you don't
see that. i'm here trying to tell you that you
are, but of course, you won't listen

10.) Today, the sun shined down and I realized that maybe
I can live without him, that maybe it's okay to.

11.) && the tears ran down her face;
almost as fast as the boy who left her alone.

12.) She said she'll run
Until her feet don't touch the ground
And as the waves carry me out
Keep listening
She'll never make a sound
So keep it coming and the details quiet
She's like the girl that keeps you up all night
And she'll be a secret you can keep
Keep me
-Mayday Parade

13.) I have strict rules about thinking about you.
I can't, never. I can't think your name or how
you look when you're happy, or the sound of
your laugh. I can't do it, because when I do,
I fall apart.

14.) it’s just that I found a certain comfort in you that I found nowhere else.
A certain laugh that I never had before, and a certain joy in my life
that I could never try to explain. I miss that and to be honest,
I miss you. I miss every single part of you. The part where you’d
make fun of me, but then say, “I’m just kidding, I love you.”
All your crazy stories about crazy things you tried to do, and the
smile you’d give me every time you saw me. Ever since we said our
goodbyes, I just want you a little more, each second of everyday.
But you’re gone, and there’s no sign of you ever coming back

15.)what we had might not have lasted long, and im sure
it meant twice as much to me than you, but you're the
most incredible boy ive came across. im thankful for all
those moments we've shared that i thought only 
happened in movies. yeah i miss you like hell, and they
may think im over-reacting when i break down and cry, 
but until now ive never felt something so strong. 
i wish i could tell you how much you meant to me. 
when that jerk made me fall, you caught me.
and now i may be falling again; but this time, 
no regrets.
(c)sugarquoted

16.) Today is the day
The worst day of my life
I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
-Boys Like Girls

17.) It's amazing how someone can break your heart and
you can still love them with all the little pieces.

18.) I miss you a little,
I guess you could say a little too much,
a little too often,
and a little more each day.

19.) You're so hard to talk to. It's not that I am mad at you,
it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much
I love you and when I realize how much I love you,
I realize I can't have you and that
makes me love you even more.

20.) no matter how much i wish i didnt love him,
he's still the guy of my dreams.

21.) It's weird how you go from
being strangers to being friends
to being more than friends
to being practicaly strangers again.

22.) cause you've got everybody thinking,
there's nothing wrong with you.
and you fall apart, cause you felt apart

23.) sometimes i want to take my fist
and punch him right in the face
yet at the same time i want to
hold him close and never let go

24.) I met you in the summer time, we fell in love
Everything was beautiful between us
You were like the sun on the sand on an island
And I was the water you heated up with your love
Autumn came upon us with some confusion
Felt like the love that we had was just an illusion
Winter came in, oh so cold
It froze up every road
I didn't know if we'd get to spring

25.) lying is bad, or so were told constantly
from birth; honesty is the best policy.
the truth shall set you free, i chopped
down the cherry tree, whatever. the fact
is lying is a neccesity. we lie to ourselves
because the truth, the truth freakin hurts.
no matter how hard we try to ignore or
deny it. eventually the lies fall away,
wheter we like it or not. but heres the truth
about the truth; it hurts, so we lie.

26.) It's nice talking to you.
It's nice spilling my heart out
when all of my life I've hidden from the world.
It's really nice talking to you because
the truth is that I've started to hide from myself lately.
It's nice talking to you even if
you're not really listening.

27.)